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god. i am so stupid, tonight i was at beccas and i brought up a nightmare about something that really scared me about becca, and i told her and, she told me something that she had been told to her, something that COULD affect our future if/when we get married, i felt so stupid for bringing it up and so bad for how it hit her, i feel like ive hit a chord that doesnt ring out right, it sounds dull, and had no warmth, but i hope that that one chord does not ruin the song.........i will try to make the best out of it that i can. no matter what i would not want to leave becca, i love her. and i hope that she loves me as much. i love you becca