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Killing your dreams.
Here I sit, brooding and reflecting on my current situation. Though its not as current as you might think. No, its been here for a while. Buried deep under layers of... happiness. Happiness that everyday seems to slip farther and farther away. No one knows where it goes to. No one knows how to stop it. And I dont want you to. I've turned over a new leaf. Everyone wants me to be Jodo. The classy guy, a guardian angel. Well guess what. Angels die. They fall, and they dont get up. This isnt a god damn fairy tale people. The world isnt a warm and loveing place. Not everyone is here to help you. And those who do care, eventually die off with the rest of the warmth. The truth about the world is that it is a cold and unforgiving place. There is nothing to gain in striving to do your best, because your best doesnt do jack s**t in the end. You know what happens? We die. We stop careing, and its over. Thats the end game right there kids. Accept it. I do. And as a result, I dont feel the pain, the cold, the anger. Some might think im angry, or confused. No... im pretty clear right now. Jodo, he doesnt exist anymore. He finally fell into whatever little hole he crawled off into. Now, im here. I may be bitter, but im brutally honest. I wont fake being happy. I wont lie and confort people about all of this. What you see is what you get. And if you dont like it, stay away. Everyone has a streak of evil in them, and mines just itching for someone to touch me again. I'll destroy anything that comes near me again. Good, or bad.
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