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lately i have been thinking about deleting all my jornal entries but then again ive also been thinking bout disapearing. that's proable not the best thing. i mean ive' made plans to go on a road trip. part of me doesn't want to pick up and go. im just hopeing it doesn't become a last resort. I would explain the details but then all my friends would know how to track me down.

I don't think it's time to go. I'll stay and see the events unfold especially with work. There's just to much s**t and saturday's are killing me. I hope i last cause afrer work is when Im alone to reflect and feel the burn from the day. that really doesn't happen with the other days i work. hmmmm then I think and relize that saturday is the only day were I get out at 4am. It makes more sense.

sometimes I don't like being a night owl. cherp cherp.

i also got my iguana back from my ex roommate. Im not to happy about the time we roomed together. she was actually asking me if she could keep the iguana. she can't take care of him I mean she can barely take care of herself. tsk tsk.....

Im also woundering if this someone rembered what they would do for me. i don't want to say promise but it could have been. Im not sure. Sometimes i cant even rember what day it is. I just hope they don't forget but life never turns out the way you want so it might be best not to bring it up if it actcadently feel out of there head.

something just came to mind. on friday when corina and travis came to my work to vist. travis told me that kris said I get upset that no one comes to vist. I don't rember saying it that day but know I rember what she means. At work a few of the people there have loved ones or friends that stop by to see them. I would useally mention to kris that know one i know stops by and that's why she mentioned it. seeing them really made me happy, I was actually giveing it 100% on drive thru when i saw them. When me and collin were together he hardly stoped by because he didn't like going to work on his days off. He wouldn't even come by the store to pick me up. at midnight he would let me walk home on 7th ave and indian school. there's to many crazy people out there. Monica even told him he needs to pick me up but he didn't. Id useally have to wait till 2am for monica to get off and for her to walk me home. those were on school nights.

he reallly is a dusch bag. Im glad I dumped him. a well that's it. ta ta.