love is an opinion. what is my opinion? I don't know and to be honest i've shut my brain down to not think about it but the thing is i can not shut my heart off. so im feeling all these things but half the time i don't understand cause i don't want to. Im affaraid to give my heart out but only to see ruin. i mean im the person or i used to be the person who would stay in deniel when a guy would treat me bad. i would just take it till i couldn't then end things. most of the time when i would say something it just didn't go well so this time around im going to be different. not like change me but if i meet a guy im going to entroduce him to my friends and see how it works out.
as for love im not sure cause i was told by a friend that love is when your willing to put the person you care about before yourself and only want them happy. does that mean the feeling i have is love? No it's not love until i can belive in it fully. then i will no for a fact if what i feel is love or just really really really like.
i feel pretty today. well i was feeling down then i put on some music around 6:20pm then changed my outfit. (my friends are not here yet) so i put on a loose black long selve shirt then my courset on top along with some good jeans. were all supposed to go out to the movies but right now i just wanted to get dressed up so i feel pretty even though i feel somewhat alone but serien. It's a weird feeling. I don't mind. well that's all. ta ta.
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Happypanda's leaf's with stuff written on them. umm enjoy.
the sad tail's or selfish....you decide
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