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I noticed something new today at Westview. All the boys have thier shirts tucked in. Wow. Am I bored at school. Found out today that it was dress code. I had this super hard test in Math today. Well maybe not for you Kim-Kims. Its hard passing my classes without you. I'm working on my Hamiltons story. I decided I should include yahooi -I thinks that how you spell- you know boy-boy love for Hamilton. Or kinda if. Do you even remember the Kira story? You should send me a message then that way I can start a new account with Journal entires on the story again stare Not that I dont enjoy telling you the story. Honestly I think I've forgotten the story I spent so much time. Sigh. Schools still boring. I don't feel like I'm making any real friends.
Like I'm lost in a sea of people, strangle by common society, a phamton alone. Oh I was beening dramtic again, arent I?Cant help it thats what I feel like. A ghost. People dont notice me, they dont hear me. Nor do they look to me. Well actually now I dont feel too lost. Now I feel like a saloir in the big ocean. Wondering every moment on my small tiny boat if anyone will save me. I think, Kimmy, that I've lost my will to stand. Like I am now too tired to move. Not caring if I just lie there. I want to be just a prop on the big stage of life. Tired is what I am. Is this for the better Kimmy? I am a better person when I no longer care about the future.
I feel like Ive changed so much from this move. Never before have Ive been this different. Maybe I really did feel at home back at Dessua. Sigh. Its too late now to go back. Isnt it? Back at Dessua everything was so organize. Girls at one side, Boys at the other. Enter in through the Right Door, Exit through the Left Door. Yet at Dessua everything is in choas. Fights everyday. So much drama. So many bad things. At Least everything brighter there, like theres a special glow. At Westviews everything drab. But theres peace. Even though everyone walks in a perfect row, no one yells, a certain shadow covers them. Or is it just me?