I don't really know if I'm dying or not, because since last wednesday I've been coughing. I've taken medicine for it, but still hasn't changed. Maybe wish for death is coming true, because I spat a little bit of blood a few hours ago when I coughed. Maybe its a punishment for me from the spirits for chasing away people from getting to closet to me. Mostly my girlfriend... well I think that she isn't anymore from the way that I've been treating her the last two weeks. Well going out like this isn't how I really planned it.
*Starts to sing to himself the song that is both happy sad to himself"
Feeling sad and lonely
Cause I can't find you
Call your telephone
And there's never no answer
Said you love me
Kissed me
We were in heaven
Said I'm sorry
Love you, want you forever
Every night I look at the sky
Call your name
And wonder where you are
Every night I look at the sky
Baby, miss you
Won't you come back
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The Forgotten One.
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