Long day at work again. Its SOOOO early in the morning. *sigh* But, ive proved yet again how much my squadron needs me. Sure, I get harrasssed a lot, but its all in good fun I think. Besides, I dish out a lot of s**t too ive realized. So its all good. Hopefully Ill be able to move into my house soon. Thats right folks... MY OWN HOUSE. of course... dark will be there, as will Carl. But hey, im excited and they cant ruin it. xd
Ive been doing a lot of relfecting lately. About my job, my life, and... the few women that I like. As you can tell... i still havent figured out that last part. Dark mentioned Amy the other day. It really bothers me to think about her, and know that she's in england. I have no idea if/when ill ever see her again. Then theres cheri. I dont even know what ive gotten myself into there. I have a chance to be happy with her, though im not sure I should. It would be torture to date her, and then have to come back here away from her. It wouldnt be fair to her.
*sigh* Im confused, and emotionally distraught. Something that hasnt happened since High school. It kind of sucks. I dont even want to remmember back then...
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