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...and counting. My time here is almost over. Once I get back to where I need to be its going to be great. Time to myself, food, and of course... LEAVE! Boy, that makes me so happy. So, Ive figured out what my new years plans are. Well... besides a surprise I have in store for all of my guild members! Heh biggrin For new years im going to times square. Im going to watch the ball drop in person, vist ground zero, then run off to buffolo to vist some people. I wanted to see amy.. but she's in england. I dont know if she's coming home or not. I hope so. I could use a friendly face to cheer me up. Ive been utterly depressed lately. A few nights ago I worked until 2am. Then I walked around for an hour and a half in the dark trying to sort some things out. Mostly about work and why im treated so poorly. They do it all in good fun, and I know they dont mean to be assholes... but even so, sometimes it gets to me. Im pretty laid back, and can shrug off a lot. But being slapped and ridiculed in front of people is where I draw the line. I about hit him back.

*sigh* No use getting depressed. Might as well face life with both feet firmly planted on the ground and fists swinging! In other news, ive been living off icecream for 3 days. Sounds great I know... but for the love of everything pleasent in this world... I can only take so much! And besides, it isnt filling. Im starving!!! gonk