I'm not sure if I mentioned this in the privous jornal entries but I haven't stoped crying since December the 1st. That was the day toan said I had wainted to long to try and get back together with him. That was the day I relized I screwed up so big I lost the only person I really truly loved. I cried that night so much to the point were I couldn't stop and since I couldn't stop I was having trouble trying to breath. I still cry almost every other night. My horable dreams have stoped but they come back every now and then. When I say horable I don't mean just a nightmare but just disturbing things that I would rather not mention. I really hope someday I will go to bed without tears and without horable dreams. I only fear that that day is far off.
The only confort is that that day does exsist.
Goodnight to all and Merry Chrismas.
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the best thing u can do is try and move on and find someone that cares 4 u like u care 4 them.............. u know this better than I. domokun heart domokun