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I apoligizie to my loyal fans but after my last entry it was to hard to write another one. I got a lot for chrismas and im not going to list all for that would be a show off thing for my to do and also it's a long list. I sadly crying didnt' get wasted on new years like I really wanted to but I got to hang out with a friend I havn't been able to hang with in a awhile. It was fun and we also played DDR all night long with my brother. If you read one of my entries long ago and how it talked about how this guy played around with my feelings and maid me cry so much your just going to love this. That guy is now going to my school. He had to transfer from alhambra because of his grades and mother. If I asked my friends would gladly give him the beating of a life time but I would never do that. I feel he's been through enough because he left his school were his friends, girlfriend, and his brother go to and know he goes to a school were this girl could have him beaten. It also seems he has no friends. He seems alone and I know that feeling. If he has it then he's been through enough. My mom belives he hasn't and he needs to suffer more. I disagree with her. When I see him I feel sad and the weird thing is I don't know what kind of sadness it is. It could be how much he hurt me, how much I might still like him yet I will not forgive him, or maybe I just feel bad for him. It troubles me that I don't know. Even though the odds of me and him seeing each other and talking is very slim but the thing is im friends with his little brother. Me and his little brother exchange anime but we can only do it through his older brother (the one that goes to my school) You know He never told his little brother what he did and some people thought I should tell him but I know I shouldn't so I won't. The funny thing is his little brother is so different from him and it 's just a little strange for me. well that's all fans.
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