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So, I didn't even go to school thismorning. I slept right through til lunch, then I came home and slept all afternoon. it wsa horrible. i haven't had an appetite for a few days so i'm really weak and i'm losing weight. this happens when i get kindof depressed, i subconsiously starve myself. and i keep not showering, i feel so scummy. So today i forced myself to eat and shower, but i still feel shitty. Tim (my boyfriend) was trying to cheer me up all day, I love him so much. I think it's all because of this crap with my brother. I useually try to at least bring him a card, but i didn't get to. I guess i could just bring a late one and explain why it was late in the card....i mean, he does live 2 hours away. my dad is a jerk. i can't even call them because he's unlisted, and so is all my family on that side. it happened right after "the incident"....what a d**k.