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So, things have been really tough lately. My problems are coming back and I'm going to have to get back on medicine. But it's affecting me so much. I've lost 7 pounds, and I sleep constantly. I keep flipping out on my mom and Tim for no reason because I'm so irratable. i feel so bad. My mom is in a rough place too, she's working 8 part-time jobs for minimum wage just to pay for our home, and she can't buy a lot of food so neither of us are eating. I'm also not eating because I havent had an appetite in almost 2 months. So she's pre-menopausal and stressed about money, and i'm depressed and stressed about money...and were both women living in the same house...it's a WAR ZONE! we fight so much now, and tim is always there holding me while i cry and whispering 'she's crazy, ignore her, she's not even making sense' but i get all worked up and start fighting back because i'm emotional and stubborn. It sucks. I love Tim though, I don't know what I'd do without him.

Ugh...i don't want to get back on medicine sad