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"Wait" <center>Just staring off into space again What am i looking for Maybe a cigarette might Calm me down or keep me warm Maybe a drink might be able To tell me that i might be able To do this alone Theyre probably both wrong Why should i wait (I hate this feeling) For my mistakes (Theyre tearing me up inside) My head is a mess Dressed in guilt Tilted left And when i straighten this out Ill find the rest And wear it on my chest So the the world can see Everything that has been happening to me Theres nothing to hide anymore Theyre breaking through my front door Why should i wait (I hate this feeling) For my mistakes (Theyre tearing me up inside) I waited too long to find the things Taking the life away from this You couldnt care that life was this Without all the s*t you covered it with Why should i wait (I hate this feeling) For my mistakes (Theyre tearing me up inside) Why should i wait Wait for Something to point me the right way</center> Sometimes, I wonder why all my problems seem to follow me. Even 2000 miles away, they keep screwing with me. sigh* Im too old for this s**t.

Posted by: Jodo195 Sun Feb 20, 2005 @ 11:48pm

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Commented on: Mon Feb 21, 2005 @ 07:00pm


	45 Shinedown (Leave A Whisper) Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight I wonder the same things all the time, like why I can put the words together for someone else, but I can't seem to put the words together for myself. I end up finding the key to a solution, but I give it away to them instead... ^_^ ,Sometimes I wonder if I turn my heart cold and ignore everybody else's, could I solve it. I don't think I could ever shut anyone down becaue their life might be worth more than mine, so I help them instead and it makes me feel better i guess. Then I wonder if my problem was ever meant to be fixed. Just continue to be the Jodo that you are and find the key to someone eles' problems, sooner or later, you'll find your key. Life gets worse before it can get better. O.O gonk This could have been a entry. ^_^ Dern it.. off to mine to find my words again. T^T

Commented on: Mon Feb 21, 2005 @ 09:49pm


	Tsu, I wish I had a key for you. I want to help you find it, to fix whatever is wrong. But first you need to tell me what the problem is. As for my problems and the key for them... it wouldnt work. My problems run deep. Im a very dark person by nature. It has recently shown itself to everyone when I had the fight with carrots. Im like that in real life too. Sometimes I just feel like something is wrong, like maybe im sick and everyone just needs to stay away. Then after a while, I realize that doesnt make anysense. But when im in that mood... I just dont know. Im different. Dark, like I said.

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Commented on: Tue Feb 22, 2005 @ 11:06am


	I'm a dark person my self. It's alright, helping other with their problems is what leads me out of the darkness more and more everyday, of course new problems of my own put me back in, but that I will talk to you about another day. ^^; You seem as if you need someone to talk to. I'm sensing that there's more than what meets the eye. I want to help others, but I'm so distant, doesn't really make sense right? sweatdrop Well I'll worry about my problems when that time comes, for now, I want to help you ^_^ I know that your problems might be too deep, but you need to tell someone about them or you'll be consumed by them. Holding it in doesn't help, I know this for a fact. Jodo, you've done nothing but nice things for others, the only thing that you really did for yourself was leave, and that didn't really work as well as you planned. Do something nice for yourself and talk to someone about what's been iggin' you. No matter how well ye seem on the outside, I know that your not quite alright. PM me or e-mail me anytime you see fit. In do time, I'll start my search for my key when I'm done doing what I can. huggles my sissy heart I'm always here to listen. 3nodding

Commented on: Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 06:54am

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