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I know any of my friends would listen and help me out to their fullest should I ask. The thing is... I cant seem to bring myself to open up enough. It scares me to know that someone else might know me. Know how I think, how I feel. Ive been hurt so many times. Im hurting now... But I cant for some reason reach out. I fear that the things I wrestle with at night, the things that I dream about would haunt anyone else I might share them with. You say I should share them before Im consumed. I say im already consumed, and in my own way I save you from the same thing.

Im a strong man. These things eat at me, but ive gone this far. I wont fall to this darkness that consumes me. But I wont let it consume anyone else either.