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Let the reign of darkness begin
In a world as cruel as this, I can barely stand on my own two feet. Pain, anguish, suffering. All of it persists in everyday life. To a normal soul, this would be a harsh and unrelenting thing to see. But not to me. No. My soul, if I should have one, is far more complicated than that. It is beaten. Bloodied and bruised I float through the days, waiting for something. Something that my heart should reconized, but my mind does not. Some forutnate event to give my soul enough life to once again wake up and begin anew. What kind of life do I leed? This self sacraficing body, however noble has never seen grace smile upon him. For if it had, I might not be where I am now. This deep dark muddy pit, it consumes all light that may enter my heart. This blackened and withered thing, the case to my soul. My heart aches from the strain of my soul inside crying for mercy. My emotions... what little I have now, travel from one extreme to another. Searching for the norm. But no norm exists. My body, mind, and soul all stink of rot. A crooked man, finding his way through life shall no know pity. This is what the world tells me... what it shows me. In my dreams I can see it. The never ending sacrafices for people, only to achieve nothing. In the end, I will have nothing. For I have given it all away for you. But I will still give. I ask for nothing in return, but to be left alone in my self built cage. Locked away with out a key, to forever wrestle with my emotions. My fears. My loves. Whichever wins this bloody battle will control this empty shell. My battered soul, the prize in a sick game of life. I tell you now, my darkness knows no bounds. It will consume everything it touches. My past... rantings... they are nothing to what writhes in my heart now. Battle not monsters, lest ye become a monster... and gaze not into the abyss, for the abyss gazes into you. There is no light here. For I am the darkness. Now.
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