I have friends. Gosh that sounded stupid. But I'm writing in regard of my new friend. Maitri, yes go ahead check out her profile RedM123. I don't want to say anything that would discourage people at WestView not to be my friend. I'm simply being overly dramtic. And I wrote that entry like I don't know 3 weeks ago. May I remind all WestView Readers that I only started schooling at WestView 3 weeks ago. I did feel lonely at one point. But you find me a New Girl that hasn't felt lonely before. Heck, at one point I was thinking about what was the point of life.
Actually I'm still thinking that. I mean Life is like a line. No not like a circle, that would be the big picture. The indivual , Travis if you're reading this you better not make a comment on that word -.-, person would just be a line. With a starting point and a ending point. The only difference is well the middle, which is what happens in our lives. But in the end we'll all die.
Actually the paragraph above this sentence isn't really about the point of life, more like the overview of life.
I want to know what is the goal of life really, the point would be a bit too much. Its kinda like a chicken. If a chicken ever tried to understand why it was being killed, then it would be too much for the chicken to bear. The chicken would be asking hundreds of questions on why. The burden of that many questions would be too much for it to bear. Please keep in mind that was a analogy, and we are the chickens.
I feel sad again, and again you Westveiw people won't get what I'm about to write unless you pay attention, Kimmy will get although I know what she going to say about it. Sigh I miss Chris. I'm always missing Chris. I thinks he's the reason why I moved. Wow, I really am a chicken. I should've just stuck around and delt with it. He broke up with me. Although I have to say half the school saw it coming. THinking about it, I think we had the longest relantionship (Shut up Travis) out of the entire 7th Grade. Shame though that half the Grade was betting on me to cut the last string. In the beginning everything was good. of course when you start a relantionship of a bet, its bound to go downhill. I only lost 10 dollars.
Thinking about howit started is pretty comical itself. Chris's girlfriend before me, Lynn, went up to me and said "Vivian, Chris likes you" She just straight out and said it. Being a louder person then I said that I bet he would say no if I asked him out. Also being the loudest person, everyone in the lunchroom heard, and a couple os pass-byers joined in the bet. The end total was like 5 dollars. The next day I asked Chris out and he said yes. Sigh everything seemed to be going uphill from then. I mean everyone knew we were a couple, thanks to Lynn and her friend Neha. Then came field day.
It's not like I wanted to be mad or dramtic. But Chris's friend Shanna told me that she saw Chris like all over this one girl, Jenifer. Sigh I was so mad and sad, that I told everybody. And everybody was so sympathiec, and angry with him. Then I saw Chris, and he looked even sadder than me. I would be too if well I had no idea why everybody was so mad at me and my girlfriend was mad at me. He told me that nothing happened, I had to believe him I mean he was just so sad. I'll have to write more later, Gots to go to school, for anybodys that reading go to my next Journal and I'll tell you the rest of the story. neutral
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