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So if you haven't guessed by the title, I've been feeling a little insane lately. One second I'm having the time of my life the next I'm so sad or stressed out that I'm actually in physical pain. When it's not that I don't even know how to feel, I'm so ******** confused that it's driving me crazy. I just don't ******** know anymore, and I hate it. I always need to know everything, something drives me to need to know everything about everything, and when I don't even know myself I hate it. I don't know what I feel anymore, I don't know anything and I'm losing my ******** mind. Am I happy, am I sad, am I annoyed, am I tired, am I ANYTHING? Damn, why do things have to be so complicated? I wish I could fix things, I wish I knew what to do, I can't even think, I can't even keep right this thing. I don't even know how I'm feeling, my brain is screaming but at the same time I'm completely calm. Damn, I can't even write my own confused thoughts. I'm insane, I feel insane, I'm ******** confused about everything and I don't know what to do, end of ******** story. Goodbye my non-existent readers/friends. Bye.

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