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Hello world. It's been a very long time since I have written. I kinda wish this was a blog somewhere online since the website keeps updating and I keep falling behind. But oh well. I still love this site. I can't believe how time flies. It feels like yesterday, I was fresh out of high school, falling for a stranger, working at a movie rental place, but now I am love with my high school crush, owning as some say too many animals, but four pets is a good number....right...I don't know. I don't feel like an adult some days. I feel...well let's put it this way, myself but older/wiser.
Moving on. I felt like writing on here tonight just to vent. Granted I could have done this with my journal, yet I enjoy the sensation of typing my heart and mind through the computer. I am just a small voice in many million voices in the world. I've been thinking a lot lately about the future. I know that eventually I will settle down, but it's more the little ones that I have been day dreaming of. I think my innards are telling me I am ready to have spawn. And the though of being pregnant doesn't bother me. I don't get that dreadful thought of the finical situation in which children bring. If it happens, it happens. I can't force it. Just let it naturally occur.
So in other thoughts, I have been reading a lot these past few weeks, well when I am not a work or busy trying to keep up with chores and four legged babies. I've been dabbling in the teen section again, but come on, they have a good amount of authors that I typically enjoy. Eh. I am trying to finish Unbroken, but I have been pausing and reading other books.
Well time is up folks. I will try to write again at a later time.
Ending with song - Say something by A Great Big World, which is playing on pandora.