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I had this district audition Monday. I was so bad. I didn't get the hardest part of the song, and I cracked on an F and above really bad!!!!!! Then I had Mrs. Tolliver to look forward to seeing. O that was great. And then my piano teacher expected me to make it! And then my uncle... he will be so disappointed in me. I also have a vocal lesson this Saturday and she will hate me because of how much I embarrassed myself! I've been listening to classical music for as long as I could remember. I even learned about composers when I was little! And look, I can't even make the preliminaries! I was the worst person that went. I was so ashamed. And I practiced, but every time I even LOOKED at the song I cried. crying My choir teacher was treating me like a pest. Like Katie Sickles: the hyperactive, depressed child (she takes medication for all of these, imagine that, and also something else I don't know). But I finally have somewhat of a purpose: I can play one song for the concert. I don't know if she wants me to because she's guilty or what. I'm not naturally talented at piano or anything. It's not like I can sight read music for piano very well. But it still makes me feel more accepted by her and makes me happy. And the day is good! mrgreen ...aside from that English report that will be 2 days late because of the stupid distracting audition stare There are so many songs I could quote for this situation, but you could probably think of one yourself. There's so many. Speaking of which, the song I sang for the audition was "How Lovely Is Thy Dwelling Place" by Brahms. It's a German Requiem. rolleyes