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My life on the whole seems slightly better for some reason. I mean, I made colorguard!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is so amazing. When I went to Disney, we got 4 fastpasses from a stranger! Things like this never happen to me. The last audition/tryout that went "well" (it's too easy to get in but I did really well) was for show choir (the people that went to Disney). And now colorguard! And for rides, usually the lines are really long or they are closed. That did happen a bit, and I didn't even really see the countries in Epcot.

But for my friend life...........

Wow. I don't know who to talk to anymore. Danielle, for a start, seems far away from me. Like, really far away. Bethany is too busy with other friends and activities. I am busy as well, but I have enough free time to walk next door. And Amanda, well, she's been "gone" since she was in the later part of 9th grade. So who's left? Yea, I have friends, but no one really to talk to now. They are all for fun. I am becoming better friends with Abby, but I sense a bit of incompatibility. But I still like my friends, it's just not possible to have a real conversation without hesitation anymore. I really want to have good friends, but my obsession with music doesn't make it so. Well, I am going to a music camp for three weeks. I hope to find at least ONE there.

So I'm leaving. Yup. I'll come on to check mail from my distant (geographically) friends. I might breeze over others, but it's not likely that I'll reply. If you wish to send me mail reguarding this jounal entry, just comment it. See ya round! talk2hand 3nodding