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You ever feel like you're changing into something you hate? Like, you can feel it, you can see what you're becoming, and you hate it with everything that you are, but you can't stop. They say change is inevitable. But does that mean that you don't have any say in what changes, or how it changes? We're all bound to change, life is bound to change, but are we really destined to become that which we despise? It has been said that destiny is just a moment where you face the consequences of your past actions which built you up to that moment, is this my destiny? Have my choices really led me up to this? Or is this just another consequence, another part of the path leading up to my destiny? It sounds foolish, but I'm not just worried, I'm AFRAID. I never wanted to be this, I never wanted to be who I am now, but I am who I am, and I hate it. Maybe the answers are within, but within is never a fun place to go. To face yourself is to face....well, yourself, to face who you truly are, and that is exactly what I hope to avoid until absolutely necessary. Well, I guess that's it, so many unanswered questions, and just like most questions in life, they will probably go forever unanswered.

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