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blah Well, today sucked. I wanted to talk to saphie13 all day, but my family had to use the computer all day. Things generally don't work out for me. I would love to die, but there are so many people that need me. If they all finally, ever, realize that they don't need me to survive I'll be able to die in peace. I also want to be loved befor I die. I never have known what's it's like to have someone else care about me, wonder if I am doing okay, want to make sure that I don't feel bad. Well, I've bitched long enough.

Posted by: sad1 Sat Feb 19, 2005 @ 01:39am

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Hayley Starr
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Commented on: Sun Feb 20, 2005 @ 06:34pm


	cry i dont want u to die cry coz i like you alot maybe even love you redface heart wink

Commented on: Fri Feb 25, 2005 @ 01:12pm


	aww! sad you need to help less! take a break away from everyone. have a lie in at least! it'll give you time to relax and think stuff through

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Mudpai
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Commented on: Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 04:14am


	I think you need a hug!! 3nodding ::hugs::

Commented on: Sat May 07, 2005 @ 02:30am


	Oh wow, I feel like I'm reading my own diary! I know how you feel. Like you give and you give and you give so selflessly, and yet no one notices, or reciprocates. You always care about everyone all the time, but no one seems to show any concern for you. But I'm sure it's not true. There are people who care about you. And know I care. Please don't die. I contemplated that, but it isn't worth it, and it is such a waste of a wonderful human life. Think of your purpose and future. The one you are meant for is out there somewhere waiting anxiously to meet you. Take hope in that.

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