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Okay, the last couple of days have really sucked. Two days ago my puppy died. She didn't go quietly. She was screaming in pain until the end. I'm still a little torn up. The day after she died my friend Nessa got a call from her friend Eric and he said that he was going to come to Wisconsin and stay there. This is bad for me. Eric is Nessa's best friend in the whole world. I'm just second. I love Nessa so much and spending time with her is the only thing that keeps me going sometimes, but if Eric comes up I'm overshadowed and I'll probably fade away. I don't want to fade away from her, she is the only person who cares about me and isn't completely weirded out by me. So in the past couple of days I had to watch my puppy die slowly and find out that I'll soon be losing my best friend in the whole world. She may not want it to happen, she might even try her hardest to keep me in the loop, but in the end it won't matter. Well, that's enough complaining for now. I'll talk to ya later